I hold you
on my lap, close to my heart—
explaining
your brain scan
the doctor looks away
at last
you stand and walk
lopsided
seizing with one hand
both thorns and flowers
driving miles
out of my way
to bump over train tracks
I follow the power lines
of your first obsessions
rain blots
the edges of your fear
as trees topple . . .
el derecho storms
giving your mind a spin
that wizard
behind the curtain
had real power—
your enchantment with tornadoes
an unbreakable spell
you write the wind
a poem on fluttering paper:
sky moving
blow windy just Earth
thunderstorms rainstrong
too many
syllables for a poem—
the names
they give the tempests
raging in your brain
gazing
at dark sky you ask
if that bright
steady star is Jupiter—
love its never-ending storm
This poem is a tribute to my son, Evan, whose many, many challenges have enriched my life for thirty years, taking me on a never-ending, whirlwind journey through a land as different as Oz.